xo.

..If, all I could say is if; promise me you won't regret me when you're touching on my skin. Let the wrong path come to me. One day I'm hoping that you will remember me, when you fuck them you'll see my face. My body is yours. Give them any other day but Thursday. You belong to me, Every Thursday, I wait for you. I'll be beautiful for you, Every Thursday. I exist only on Thursday.....
sixteen years. canada. just a bird.

I’m trying to get my life back on track. I don’t think I’m close to nearly as much healing as I need. I hope I don’t fail.

7 months ago with 0 notes

well that was quite the record. four months clean. getting off self harm is hard.

oops i did it again.

9 months ago with 0 notes

sometimes intolerable frustration just builds up inside of you. it’s unfair how you’ve been wronged. it’s unfair how you didn’t do anything to deserve the treatment that you get. it’s unfair to have to smile in the face of unnecessary wrongdoings against you. but when everything is wrong, what can you possibly do to fix it? the answer is nothing. you’ve been left with this fate. you tolerate. you try and survive through this day.

god knows if you’ll make it through another.

9 months ago with 0 notes

but what do you mean i can’t be mila kunis

9 months ago with 9 notes

oh it’s okay. don’t worry about hating me. i hate myself too.

9 months ago with 1 note

just don’t eat.

9 months ago with 0 notes

I want you.

10 months ago with 1 note

Before I die, I want you to call me yours with pride before I die… Just once.

Just once.

10 months ago with 0 notes

three months and i’m back on team i hate myself.

oh fuck my life. 

10 months ago with 0 notes

i’m sorry you haven’t noticed yet; but i like me. and you can’t change me. so love me or hate me, i will always be me.

10 months ago with 4 notes

tell me you love me

10 months ago with 0 notes

just cover it with a smile.

worse is to come.

10 months ago with 0 notes

it’s like you know the perfect shit to say, fucks up my whole day. oh i hate getting messages from you.

10 months ago with 0 notes

I just have so many goals for these two months. I’d be so heartbroken if even one of them didn’t come true. So much ambition and so little motivation. Regardless, I have no time to waste.

It’s go time tomorrow.

10 months ago with 0 notes

but like fuck you lol.

10 months ago with 1 note